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I shared much of your thinking process
As for this "I would like to watch her dying,", if she transfered the power of her dependency to Theodora, then in the state of struggle between dependency and freedom she was in coming to Hill House, intermittently wanting the holder of the power dead would fit... which neatly explains that very creepy "idle" thought... I had not considered this before. Love when other reviews make me revisit the book from different perspectives
Ooh, yes! I hadn't thought about it in that way but completely see a connection now. Why I can never leave BLs, everyone's reviews give me so much; different perspectives, ideas, and thoughts.