For Christian Darringer, life isn’t worth living. Just back from the Middle East – scarred and with permanent damage to one leg – he does not think anyone will want him for anything. He hadn’t planned on meeting a gorgeous man he finds himself thinking about constantly. Pulled toward the startling younger man with striking blue eyes, he begins to question a lot of things – especially his sexuality. Not one to hide from a challenge, he plunges ahead only to find himself more than just attracted to Logan who is full of life and joy, he finds himself head over heels in love.Logan Mannette has almost everything he ever wanted: loving parents, happiness, friends and security. The only thing missing is the love of his life, a love just like his parents’. When he meets Christian at a party, everything changes. Instantly attracted, he does his best to help this sad man and quickly finds himself feeling more than he has ever felt before. Raised in a domestic discipline household, he holds that ideal as what he wants but his interest in spanking has become a fetish and when Christian admits he wants to be spanked, Logan believes he might have found the perfect man.Just as everything begins for them, Christian’s past intercedes and one of his brothers makes waves about him dating a man. If not for Logan’s support, he might have folded. But with the love of one amazing man, Christian finds that living his life rather than just existing is as natural as breathing.