Have you ever found yourself in a barren emotional wasteland from the fatherless condition? Have you ever felt rejection and abandonment? Have you ever felt as though you might never be or do anything good enough to please others? Have you ever felt so lonely that you had no one to confide in to help make it through life's difficulties and challenging moments? Have you ever made bad choices you ended up regretting? The real life stories and personal testimony of the writer, shared from an extremely transparent perspective, of being angry, bitter, and resentful to the point of continual rage. Read about his poor choices that went against everything he was brought up to believe about faith and morals. He also writes of all of the positive results that can be found and experienced by having a repentant heart with a willingness to commit and return to his faith. Enjoy a true life story of ruin turned victorious! Find how he got through the pain to find a truth that can really work in your life! His first literary effort, of personal and private memoir-style writing, is sure to help make you feel that you are not alone. This book is a testimony of Gods faithfulness and goodness, a true source of hope and Restoration!