Being rescued was only the start.Otiz lies in ruins. As underlord of the region, Lysander knows where his responsibilities lie. He has an obligation to the survivors to rebuild their homes and their lives. But what about his home, his life?Kai needs help. The damage inflicted on him goes beyond the marks left when he was tortured, but healing him might require more from Lysander than he's capable of giving. Of one thing he's certain: Tam and Kai will never be endangered again because of who he is, even if saving them means setting them free.All Lysander wants is to be left in peace. To recover from the horrors of his experience at the hands of his enemies. But with pressure piling up from every angle, peace is the last thing he's likely to find. Suffocated by guilt, Lysander begins to spiral. How can he hold everything together, when inside he's falling apart?CONTENT WARNING: This book contains adult content and graphic scenes. Reader discretion advised. 60,000 words.