I fought the urge to bolt and stood there quivering as the door opened, hoping I didn’t look nearly as scared as I felt, knowing that with one word Grant could kill this thing between us before it ever had a chance to start.Ever since my dad walked out my life has been hell. My mother is an alcoholic whore who ruined high school for me and is making things even worse for my little sister Willow. Every guy I've ever gone out with has only been after one thing thanks to Mom's reputation, and my only real friend has moved halfway across the country to go to college. The only person left who seems to care about me at all is my best friend's dad, Grant. And now I'm afraid I'm starting to care about him just a little more than I should. Over the years women have moved in and out of his life, but none of them lasted for long. I've always wondered if he's waiting for the right woman to come along. Only what if she's already here, and he's just waiting for her to grow up?Have you ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't have, and then no matter how hard you fought your feelings you just couldn't stop? This is an erotic romance about milkshakes, forbidden older men, and a girl's first time.