Little Boy Lost, Book Four Little Boy Lost is the story of Jamie Mayfield, a golden-haired fallen angel. Dumped into a gay rehab center and shunned by his parents, the once-adored son of small-minded, small town people has had to find his own way in life. Jamie is astonished and dismayed when Brian McAllister, the boy he knows is the other half of his soul, explodes back into his precarious life. In the nearly two years they've been apart, not a day has gone by that Jamie hasn't thought of Brian, no matter how hard surviving has been. How can Jamie protect Brian from the pain and brutalization in his life when he can't even protect himself? Brian and Jamie will put every bit of themselves into saving each other, but Steven O'Dell isn't the only obstacle keeping the boys apart. Jamie's own self-hatred may prove to be their undoing.