Finding his mate is nothing like Derek expected.He expected relief, a bone deep feeling of peace and contentment, whole hearted acceptance and soul freeing joy. Actually, given the last few years of Derek's life saying he expected anything good is a bit of an overstatement. Derek had hoped though. He'd hoped that when he felt that connection, was overcome by that urge to touch and mark and claim, and finally found his mate it would be a new beginning, a sign of better things to come.Instead he found Stiles –hahaha hell no you can't know my first name-Stilinski and he's the complete and total opposite of what Derek thought he wanted in a mate.