My true life story, from when I was a little boy, escaping certain death, when my dad took his own life and become a human torch. They say he was suffering from depression, but when I look back and try to piece the jigsaw together, there was more to it than just depression alone. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2015, but know I've had this all my life. I will admit I'm no writer, in fact I hate writing, but I needed to get my story down on paper, while its in my head. This book will take you on my roller coaster ride, which is called my life. You will laugh, and you will cry, but you must excuse any grammar mistakes, and any formatting issues, as I have done this on my own from my iPad.