L.O.V.E. How can those four letters cause so much pain? Everyone talks about how great love is, with all the flowers and the butterflies, but that wasn't my experience at all. Love wasn't something I wanted or even needed. Nope. Been there. Done that. I have the sweat, tears, and blood-soaked T-shirt to prove it. The jagged edges of a damaged heart tell the story of my past, but just because I've sworn off love, doesn't mean I don't enjoy men. Because I do. Few things feel better than being tangled up with a hard body. Grabby hands, moans of pleasure, and sighs of happiness are all part of a well-balanced diet, as long as no strings are attached. Wild, crazy sex - yes. Love - hell no. But then Connor Jackson came into my life. He's the complete opposite of my ex. From his shaggy hair, scruffy beard, sexy tattoos, all the way down to his Chucks T's. I want Connor. The only problem - Connor wants forever. But forever doesn't exist. It can be taken away in the blink of an eye, and this is one heartbreak I know I wouldn't be able to survive.