This is a story about a cheater. Cathy. She cheats. On a husband that is perfect and sweet and I think while I was reading I felt jealous that she has someone like that. That she was able to find someone that loved her like that. In fact while reading all I kept hearing in my head, like it's own sound track, was John Legend's All of Me.

 I felt she was selfish and I hated her. I almost stopped reading. I kept thinking, "who rated this so high?" But, I did keep reading, it was like a train wreck, all over the place. Not the story, my emotions. First I hated Cathy, then I felt bad for her. How can I feel bad for her? I felt bad for her like you would a person that has an addiction, because Arsen was her addiction. Then I felt bad for Ben, actually all the way through I felt bad for Ben. And there was soooo much sex in this story. Which would be right, because it's about Cheating.

 There were several spots in the book where I got teary-eyed. (seriously I can't believe I did) 

Love is never supposed to hurt.

Love is suppose to heal, to be your haven from misery,

to make living fucking worthwhile.

But as I stare at my wife, I know it's all fucking bullshit.

Love has the power to destroy you.

Love has the power to bury you alive in a coffin full of pain and despair,

robbing you of air,

of the will to live.

 At the end,

  Check out the author's Playlist. (which includes 200 songs!)

Songs I would add:

Say Something - A Great Big World

Glorybox - Portishead

Cold by Crossfire

Broken Open - Adam Lambert

It's been awhile - Staind

Do what you have to do - Sarah McLachlan (Let's be honest, every one of her songs could fit this book: Stupid, Fallen, Hold on..)

Bleeding out - Imagine Dragons

White Flag - Dido

Blurry - Puddle Of Mudd

Make This go On forever - Snow Patrol

Let it Go - Blue October