This book.... For me this book had the potential of being great. But sadly it wasn't.

I do love angsty emotional books but dammmmn being in Joel's head was too much. Maybe it was the first-person-writing, the continuing POV of Joel. There was no escaping from it. No light. I don't like feeling like that. The story may have needed Paulie's POV. I thought he was awesome. The light in Joel's life.....

Thank heavens Joel got to his senses at the end. The lucky SOB. Honestly, he drove me mad.

I have to be with you because I WANT to, which I DO, please believe I do…but not because I NEED you.

 

Just this once.
Just today.

 

My addict brain felt like he’d abandoned me. My addict brain told me he didn’t care, that he could never love someone like me, that he deserved better. My addict brain knew I couldn’t trust anyone, couldn’t rely on anyone. It made me believe that this was just the beginning, that Cameron would keep leaving more and more often, stay away longer and longer, until he disappeared altogether.

No, Dylan...