Have you ever had a secret? One so important that it feels as if it will tear you in two? Stephen’s got one. He’s also got a great job, beautiful wife and an adorable son. Outwardly his life seems perfect but it means nothing without Alice. “Governed by duty, lost without love. A truly insightful narrative, controlled by a delicate hand” – Caroline Smailes, author of The Drowning of Arthur Braxton “D.J. Kirkby takes us on a dramatic journey from birth to death, through love, betrayal and tragedy, to an unexpected redemption. A riveting read” – award winning author and scriptwriter Peter May, author of the Lewis Trilogy “I loved this book. D.J. Kirkby is a gifted storyteller who draws you in with her silky narrative – then tightens her grip, forcing you to face uncomfortable truths” – Diane Hayman, The Powder Room