This is a long fanfic full of angst and introspection. Unbeta'd so expect typos and grammar mistakes.
4.5 stars. A series of linked fanfics cleverly utilising characters Dean and Sam and their real life counterparts, Jared and Jensen.
18 year old twins Dean and Jensen Winchester set out to seduce their 41 year old neighbour Jared Padalecki. Then when their dysfunctional father moves them away, the twins turn their attention to 15 year old Sam Wesson.
This series is by turns disturbing, explicit and moving.
'Yes, this is happening. Yes - and please stop holding on to this sensation of being scandalized, it's pathetic, really - it fits. It just fits. They are like this. You don't get it, of course you don't, but, fuck, this is the most beautiful car crash you've ever seen.' - Sam Wesson
A beautifully observed fanfic told from Sam's pov in 2006 with flashes back to 1992 and Dean's pov. Sam is puzzled by Dean's reaction as they work a case of a haunting at a school Dean attended aged twelve.
So this is Sam's story from 14 through 17. Sam finds older jock boyfriends as he moves from school to school but comes to realise that brother Dean is the only guy he truly wants. Well written but a wee bit long, skimmed some.