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review 2017-06-15 20:38
Black White Jewish
Black White & Jewish - Rebecca Walker

Never before has a book so completely spoken to my heart. I originally found this last year when I was looking around for around for women's memoirs to be put into my Diverse Books Tag focused on that genre (a book with a biracial protagonist). I recommended it to my library but got quickly absorbed in a number of other books while I waited for it to be available or for the right time to pop up. At last, my library purchased it and I was the first one to get it when it came out.

I have to say that waiting for the right time worked out fantastically. Some books just seem to know when you need them. As I said, this one just spoke right to my heart. That's not to suggest that I "know" what it was like for Rebecca Walker to navigate her life or what it's like to be black and white and Jewish all at the same time. What I do know is that I am quite familiar with that sense of not quite belonging to anyone, but maybe belonging enough to be claimed here and there for this or that trait. I have drifted from one home to another within my family or neighborhood or group of friends and felt that change that Walker describes as "switching radio stations". I've felt the sting of being in one group while people denigrate the other part of you, the part that they don't claim, while they insist that it's not you but you know that it is, even if only in part. I've felt it on both sides of me.

We've lived vastly different lives in different times within this country and I couldn't possibly relate to all of Walker's experiences, but I had never known anyone to describe this being and not being so well, so beautifully. The idea of being a "movement baby" sounds terrifying, like for too much to live up to. Later, I found it far easier to relate to what happened when the ideas of the movement were gone and she was treated like her existence was half-oppressor and half-oppressed, when people asked her navigate those waters and explain what it felt like. I was never able to explain what it was like to be fragmented this way and now I have someone to turn to for that.

I loved Walker's style of writing and relating everything back to memory and the way that memory shifts, that way that it can be wrong and right at the same time and the way it shapes us and perceptions of us without ever asking for permission. I loved the poetic feel that accompanies most of the book. I peaked at some other reviews and it's not the kind of book that everyone loves, but I still find it an important book to read and discuss. Perhaps it would make a great book club memoir because it does bring in questions of race on several fronts and it could open conversations about sex in adolescence, the effect of divorce and/or neglect on a child's upbringing and other important issues that Walker goes through that still plague us.

The downside to that, of course, is that using the book that way invites criticism of Walker and her parents as people who were theoretically doing the best they could. I don't mean to sound like I doubt that anyone was doing their best but I also don't want to make it sound like I'm making assumptions about what could/should have been done. The point is simply that getting judgey about someone's life and story like this would miss the point of reading the book.

Despite what others might think, I found this book engaging, even at it's lowest moments. I appreciated the way it was a little episodic, moving through periods in her life and only stopping to fit in the moments that best sums up the time-frame for her rather than dwelling on incidentals. As mentioned above, what I loved the most was the way she relates what it is like to not fit succinctly into any single category of race, to be a part of something and not a part of it at the same time, close and yet removed from it. I have felt these things so many times in life when I am in Hispanic or not Hispanic depending on the way whoever I'm talking to feels about it and it rarely seems up to me to let them know who I am and how I fit into these categories and whether or not I even want to.

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text 2017-06-13 17:22
Teamwork

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text 2017-03-03 14:22
Sorry about the spam!

Sorry for spamming your dashboards with so many reviews at once, but I'm finally done catching up on posting all the reviews I did while I was taking my BL break. Now I just have about 5 books that I've finished that I haven't written reviews for at all, and hopefully I'll get that done over the weekend. 

 

Now that BL seems to have addressed its problems and they are communicating regularly again, I'm ready to give it another chance. Fingers crossed!

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text 2017-02-26 15:42
Just checking in

Hey everybody! Or, those of you who are left. Just checking in to say howdy. I see BL is working fairly fast again, although it looks like they still haven't fixed the books import bug. I just tried again to import my books and reviews from GR but it seems to be doing the same thing - that is, nothing at all. I'm going to give it some time, then I guess I'll try to manually add them, if the hamsters haven't died on their wheels by then. 

 

I hope all is well with you all. I've been in a reading funk for about a month. It coincides with my growing alarm over the current political climate - it's been hard to immerse myself in the world of fiction. 

 

Meanwhile, have an emergency snoot boop:

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text 2017-01-06 15:33
Taking a BL break
All - I spent several frustrating hours last weekend, trying to catch up on my December reviews and finish up the 12 Festive Tasks posts. Even worse, I have been unable to spend the time needed to read and respond to all my friends' posts. I know the BL staff have finally started posting and responding to us again, but I have finally reached the limits of my tolerance for the slowness and bugs here. I'm going to be taking an extended break from BL. It might be permanent, I don't know. But for now, my plans are to move operations over to Goodreads and to check back in over here in a few months to see if the problems have been resolved. For those of you still on GR, I am "SheriC (Portable Magic)" over there. If we haven't already connected there, please send me a friend request. For those of you who aren't on GR, I'll miss you, but hopefully BL will get its shit together and I can catch up with you all then.
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