I just got notified that this has been delivered. It's by the same author who wrote/illustrated Go For It, Nakamura! - this looks to be a good deal darker than that work, but I'm hoping it's just as enjoyable.

Go For It, Nakamura! is comedy with gay high school romance elements. I want to emphasize, however, that it isn't a romance. If the series ever gets another volume (maybe it already has, just not in English?), I could see it becoming a romance, but this particular volume is not.

Nakamura is an awkward, introverted, and occasionally uncomfortably intense 16-year old. He adores his pet octopus, Icchan. He has no friends and practises conversations in his head all the time but has difficulty actually having them in real life. He also happens to be gay. He has an enormous crush on his popular and outgoing classmate, Hirose, and his goal is to 1) actually talk to him and 2) become friends with him.

I picked this up on a whim. Happily, this turned out to be a good decision. For the most part, I loved this volume.

I don't handle secondhand embarrassment well and found myself having to take breaks several times while reading this. Nakamura was painfully awkward in ways that, yes, were played for humor but were also often realistic enough that awkward and/or introverted readers could probably find something to relate to. One particular horrible moment Nakamura remembered exactly matched a horrible memory from my own middle school years. Seeing it on-page was a bit horrifying.

I rooted for Nakamura, but I also had issues with him. I disliked how completely focused he was on Hirose. He had zero friends, and yet when his efforts to talk to and impress Hirose led to him meeting and talking to Hirose's friends, he never once considered them to be potential friends. Instead, he viewed anyone who was even vaguely close to Hirose as rivals and possible sources of information about Hirose. He also didn't seem to realize that a lot of the things he was doing to try to get to know Hirose better were kind of creepy, like eavesdropping on Hirose's conversations to find out what sorts of things he liked.

Chapter 2 contained one of my least favorite moments, a single panel in which Nakamura had a sudden tentacle rape fantasy about Hirose. And Chapter 4 was a little weird, introducing a fujoshi artist who developed a crush on Nakamura. I'm still not sure whether she was aware that Nakamura liked Hirose, although I don't see how she could've missed it considering the nature of Nakamura's request.

Aside from those things, however, I really enjoyed this volume. The artwork was well-done and reminded me a lot of Rumiko Takahashi. And the humor usually worked for me, despite my secondhand embarrassment issues. It was focused on Nakamura's awkwardness and his efforts to accomplish something where his secret crush was concerned, but it didn't feel, to me, like Syundei was being overly cruel to Nakamura or making fun of him for being gay. (Be warned, however, that there are a couple instances of homophobia. At one point, for example, Nakamura's teacher laughed at the idea of two boys dating.)

The last couple chapters had some surprisingly serious moments, as Nakamura began to lose hope that he'd ever truly connect with Hirose and become his friend. He compared himself to his effortlessly cool teacher, who Hirose certainly idolized and, Nakamura feared, possibly had a crush on, and found himself focusing on all the ways he fell short.

The ending was sweet. I considered it reasonably satisfying, although some readers might not feel the same. Syundei gave Nakamura a bit of happiness but left plenty of room for the story to be continued.

Extras:

A couple full-color pages, character profiles for Nakamura and Hirose, and a 2-page comic-style afterword by the author. In the afterword, Syundei talks a little about each chapter's creation - I wonder if the "tentacle rape" panel would have made it in if Syundei had known the series was going to continue?

Rating Note:

I debated between 4.5 and 5 stars for this. I don't really know that it deserves 5 stars, considering its problems, but I've found myself going back and rereading parts of it several times since I finished it. I decided that's worth bumping my rating up.

(Original review posted on A Library Girl's Familiar Diversions.)

This was so good. My only complaint is that Nakamura was a little too focused on Hirose. It bothered me that he only talked to other people when they had some connection to Hirose. It might not have been such a big deal if the tone had stayed humorous throughout, but the ending was a little more serious and prompted me to think more about how all of this was playing out.

I love it when spur-of-the-moment purchases turn out well. I only read a tiny bit about this before buying it. One review in particular was a little concerning, mentioning something about a teacher with a fetish for one of the students. I have no idea what that reviewer was talking about, by the way. Nakamura worries at one point that Hirose has a crush on their male teacher. He might - it's tough to say, since most of the volume is from Nakamura's POV - but the only inappropriate thing the teacher himself did in the entire volume was scoff at the ideas a BL manga might put into a student's head about relationships. Something along the lines of "Two boys dating? Pff!" (Not realizing that the student he was saying this to was secretly gay.).

(Read from right to left.)

This is from way back, page 4. I just wanted to say, OMG, Nakamura still isn't much further along than this. He's at least said a few words to Hirose by now, but he's still mostly that shy, awkward, and occasionally creepy dude hanging out at the edges of Hirose's conversations with other people, trying to force himself to join in like a normal human being (and usually failing).

It might be unclear, but I'm actually enjoying this a lot. I just keep taking breaks because I don't handle secondhand embarrassment well.