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review 2020-03-10 09:32
Knarren Objektophilie
Der Revolver - Fuminori Nakamura

Asiatische Schriftsteller sind ja völlig Meines und haben mich ganz selten enttäuscht. Sie vermitteln meist eine fremde exotische Kultur, beschreiben eine mir völlig fremde Gesellschaft mit unbekannten Sitten, haben aber dennoch eine Schreibkultur auf höchstem Niveau entwickelt, die uns Europäern diese unerklärliche mysteriöse Welt sprachlich gewandt beizubringen weiß. Deshalb habe ich mich mutig auf den mir bisher völlig unbekannten Autor eingelassen und war auch diesmal sehr begeistert.

 

Der Roman ist sehr kurz, extrem spannend, richtet den Fokus der Geschichte ausschließlich auf ein bestimmtes Objekt einer Obsession - einen Revolver - und beschreibt die Beziehung des Protagonisten zu ebendiesem Ding. <!--more-->Das Leben des Studenten Nishikawa ähnelt der langweiligen Existenz einer grauen Maus und wird plötzlich bereichert, als die Hauptfigur eines Nachts in den Händen eines vermutlichen Selbstmörders einen Revolver findet, den er vom Tatort mitnimmt. Plötzlich fühlt sich der Student als kleiner Gangster, als tiefgründiger Mensch mit einem kriminellen Geheimnis, das seinem bisher faden Charakter Unvorhersehbarkeit, Gefährlichkeit und Tiefe vermittelt. Nach und nach werden dieses Ereignis und die Leidenschaft, die er zum Objekt seiner Sehnsucht und Begierde entwickelt, krankhaft zu einer objektophilen Zwangsstörung. Nikishawas restliches Leben existiert zwar noch, tritt jedoch neben der Beschäftigung mit der Waffe total in den Hintergrund, fast wie bei einem musikalischen fade out.

 

Irgendwann erinnerte mich diese Geschichte in ihrer Zwanghaftigkeit frappant an Patrick Süßkinds Die Taube: die gleiche Länge des Textes und irgendwie die gleiche Obsession, statt Viecherl eben Knarre. Das Ding übernimmt ganz allmählich, schrittweise die Macht über den Menschen. Der Revolver, der ausschließlich dazu gefertigt wurde, um abgefeuert zu werden und damit vielleicht auch jemandem das Leben zu nehmen, fordert seinen Tribut und wirft die bisherige gleichförmige Existenz des Studenten völlig aus den Fugen. Der Protagonist hat sich zumindest in seinem Geiste vom unschlüssigen, schüchternen, gesellschaftlich in strengen Regeln verhafteten, entscheidungsschwachen, verlorenen, zweifelnden japanischen Mann, den ja auch Murakami immer so treffend zu beschreiben weiß, in einen gefährlichen Macher mit Tiefgang und bedrohlichen, ernstzunehmenden Absichten entwickelt.

Der Revolver war wie ein unbezähmbares, eigenwilliges Wesen. Und ich ahnte, dass ich diesem mächtigen fordernden Wesen nicht mehr lange würde standhalten können und es nur durch den erlösenden Schuss bändigen konnte. Der Gedanke ließ mich schaudern. [...] Ich erinnerte mich an mein Glücksgefühl, als ich den Revolver entdeckt hatte. Dennoch hatte ich versucht, einen kühlen Kopf zu bewahren, hatte versucht, mich von meiner Erregung nicht überwältigen zu lassen. [...] Am liebsten hätte ich die Zeit zurückgedreht, als der Revolver und ich noch gleichberechtigte Partner gewesen waren. Doch das war nicht mehr möglich. Der Revolver war ein Teil von mir geworden, hatte mein ganzes Denken und Handeln durchdrungen. Zu schießen war die eigentliche Bestimmung eines Revolvers, und so war es auch nur logisch, dass auch ich das wollte.

Ein potenzielles Opfer, ein Tatort und ein Tatplan, mit dem man eventuell vor der Polizei davonkommen kann, werden systematisch entwickelt. Am Ende im Rahmen der realen Umsetzung der lange geschmiedeten Pläne dreht sich der Plot noch drei Mal um 180 Grad, eine sensationelle Dramaturgie, die den Spannungsbogen dieser wirklich kurzen Geschichte so rasant konzipiert, dass ich fast nicht mehr zum Atemholen kam. Und die Moral von der Geschicht: Spiele mit der Knarre nicht.

 

Fazit: Kurz, knackig, tiefgründig, spannend, rasant, sprachlich sehr ansprechend und sensationell. Absolute Leseempfehlung, das Buch kann in einem Haps verschlungen werden.

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review 2019-12-21 00:00
卒業生 - 春 -
卒業生 - 春 - - Asumiko Nakamura I read this after I watched the animated adaption Sotsugyosei - Fuyu. I am totally in love with this couple. Their love is so sweet and powerful. I would read this story over and over and never tire of it.
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review SPOILER ALERT! 2019-06-08 03:45
Go For It, Nakamura! - Syundei 春泥

 

I needed something light and fluffy while I was reading The Song of Achilles. I usually read something light-hearted after or during something like TSOA. Go for it, Nakamura fits the former. 

 

The manga is about Nakamura who has a crush on his classmate, Hirose and his hilarious attempts to get close to him. Nakamura is an easy character to relate to in many ways, and he is adorable when he tries to make small talk. Hirose is also cute as well. I went "aww, so cute" during the aquarium scene. Not only is their interaction entertaining to read, but the other characters' as well. The ending might be off-putting for some people because it ends ambiguously. Nakamura and Hirose become friends, but the conclusion doesn't outright say if they become a couple though it looks like there is a high chance that they upgrade to a couple soon.

 

The art style reminds me of some the classic 80s and 90s manga I've seen in the past, but with some modern-day flavors. The rounded and soft style goes well with this sweet story of an awkward young man. I wish there were more color pages because the colors go well with the artwork. The artwork still looks vibrant in black and white. 

 

The author has another work available in English, and I'm hoping it is as good as this one shot.    

 

(spoiler show)

 

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review 2018-08-06 07:16
Go For It, Nakamura! (one-shot manga) story and art by Syundei, translation by Amber Tamosaitis
Go For It, Nakamura! - Syundei 春泥

Go For It, Nakamura! is comedy with gay high school romance elements. I want to emphasize, however, that it isn't a romance. If the series ever gets another volume (maybe it already has, just not in English?), I could see it becoming a romance, but this particular volume is not.

Nakamura is an awkward, introverted, and occasionally uncomfortably intense 16-year old. He adores his pet octopus, Icchan. He has no friends and practises conversations in his head all the time but has difficulty actually having them in real life. He also happens to be gay. He has an enormous crush on his popular and outgoing classmate, Hirose, and his goal is to 1) actually talk to him and 2) become friends with him.

I picked this up on a whim. Happily, this turned out to be a good decision. For the most part, I loved this volume.

I don't handle secondhand embarrassment well and found myself having to take breaks several times while reading this. Nakamura was painfully awkward in ways that, yes, were played for humor but were also often realistic enough that awkward and/or introverted readers could probably find something to relate to. One particular horrible moment Nakamura remembered exactly matched a horrible memory from my own middle school years. Seeing it on-page was a bit horrifying.

I rooted for Nakamura, but I also had issues with him. I disliked how completely focused he was on Hirose. He had zero friends, and yet when his efforts to talk to and impress Hirose led to him meeting and talking to Hirose's friends, he never once considered them to be potential friends. Instead, he viewed anyone who was even vaguely close to Hirose as rivals and possible sources of information about Hirose. He also didn't seem to realize that a lot of the things he was doing to try to get to know Hirose better were kind of creepy, like eavesdropping on Hirose's conversations to find out what sorts of things he liked.

Chapter 2 contained one of my least favorite moments, a single panel in which Nakamura had a sudden tentacle rape fantasy about Hirose. And Chapter 4 was a little weird, introducing a fujoshi artist who developed a crush on Nakamura. I'm still not sure whether she was aware that Nakamura liked Hirose, although I don't see how she could've missed it considering the nature of Nakamura's request.

Aside from those things, however, I really enjoyed this volume. The artwork was well-done and reminded me a lot of Rumiko Takahashi. And the humor usually worked for me, despite my secondhand embarrassment issues. It was focused on Nakamura's awkwardness and his efforts to accomplish something where his secret crush was concerned, but it didn't feel, to me, like Syundei was being overly cruel to Nakamura or making fun of him for being gay. (Be warned, however, that there are a couple instances of homophobia. At one point, for example, Nakamura's teacher laughed at the idea of two boys dating.)

The last couple chapters had some surprisingly serious moments, as Nakamura began to lose hope that he'd ever truly connect with Hirose and become his friend. He compared himself to his effortlessly cool teacher, who Hirose certainly idolized and, Nakamura feared, possibly had a crush on, and found himself focusing on all the ways he fell short.

The ending was sweet. I considered it reasonably satisfying, although some readers might not feel the same. Syundei gave Nakamura a bit of happiness but left plenty of room for the story to be continued.

Although the romance fan in me might have liked something more, I think it would have felt rushed and weird - not to mention there'd still be the issue of Nakamura's potentially unhealthy level of focus on Hirose, and what that would mean for any sort of romantic relationship between them. One interesting thing: This may be the only work I've ever read where the closeted main character is still closeted by the end, but not unhappy.

(spoiler show)


Extras:

A couple full-color pages, character profiles for Nakamura and Hirose, and a 2-page comic-style afterword by the author. In the afterword, Syundei talks a little about each chapter's creation - I wonder if the "tentacle rape" panel would have made it in if Syundei had known the series was going to continue?

 

Rating Note:

 

I debated between 4.5 and 5 stars for this. I don't really know that it deserves 5 stars, considering its problems, but I've found myself going back and rereading parts of it several times since I finished it. I decided that's worth bumping my rating up.

 

(Original review posted on A Library Girl's Familiar Diversions.)

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text 2018-07-29 21:08
Reading progress update: I've read 192 out of 192 pages.
Go For It, Nakamura! - Syundei 春泥

This was so good. My only complaint is that Nakamura was a little too focused on Hirose. It bothered me that he only talked to other people when they had some connection to Hirose. It might not have been such a big deal if the tone had stayed humorous throughout, but the ending was a little more serious and prompted me to think more about how all of this was playing out.

 

I love it when spur-of-the-moment purchases turn out well. I only read a tiny bit about this before buying it. One review in particular was a little concerning, mentioning something about a teacher with a fetish for one of the students. I have no idea what that reviewer was talking about, by the way. Nakamura worries at one point that Hirose has a crush on their male teacher. He might - it's tough to say, since most of the volume is from Nakamura's POV - but the only inappropriate thing the teacher himself did in the entire volume was scoff at the ideas a BL manga might put into a student's head about relationships. Something along the lines of "Two boys dating? Pff!" (Not realizing that the student he was saying this to was secretly gay.).

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