Alright so some of you may know i have been having issue's with my housemate. About 8/9 months ago her bf moved into our house. I was paying half the rent, i asked that we could go 3 ways, her bf pays for himself, my housemate pays for herself, her kid lives there for free and i'll cover the last 3rd for my living cost.

well her bf doesnt have a decent job, wont get assistant or a new job and there for refused to pay, he wont even chuck in when he does get paid, my housemate also refused to cover him. so now i'm paying for half her child's cost and half her bf's cost to live in the house, obviously im not very impressed, i bring it up a few more times. about 4 months later my housemate informs me she is pregnant to her bf (which as i have mentioned above she has only known now for four months, he met her one night and just never left) now her bf is a dick, not only does he speak down to both me and my housemate because obviously he's older and rad as fuck he makes her 4 yr old cry on purposes, by teasing him, granted the kid is easy to make cry, but who does that? let alone a fully grown ass man.

so after this i was like, look he needs to pay or move out, i'm not covering for him anymore. she agreed he wouldn't be here as much anymore. lasted about 2 weeks, maybe a month. i told her i'm moving out on the 15th, she gets a girl to move in on the 9th, so i loose my room and im cramped into a small spare bedroom. 
she ask that i pay a full half for last week and go thirds for this week. i said look, im broke from moving, i'll pay last weeks no problem, but me and new housemate are sharing one half of the house and your using up the rest, i'll go halves with new housemate and pay for this half (the house use to be separate, so its pretty much two houses/apartment attached with no private wall) and you pay for that half, 2 adults this side, 2 adults your side. she of course lost her shit. this was yesterday, she attempted to kick me out after i said she wasnt covering all the cost for her kid living here, and that her bf is a squatter, costigng me hundreds more than it should. probably not the best thing to say, but im annoyed about covering for her shitty bf, so i brought it up. she lost it, i should have been more sensitive, she is five months pregnant and has admitted to having difficulties with her temper of late, but yea so now im moving out. like today. good thing all my shit was packed into boxs cause otherwise i wouldnt of fit it all into this tiny ass room that i almost had to pay a ridiculous amount for.

ahhh good start to 2015 yea?

Gah, I hate feeling so conflicted. It's draining. Today just really given me a beating on so many levels. It's utterly ridiculous. Between being sick to my stomach to the point I nearly passed out on the street to getting lost on my way to write my job test. Honestly there's been so many highs and lows that I just asdfghjkl. And now more drama. I just don't get it anymore. I try to be fair but I've realized knowing the whole story is better. Should have just stuck to my motto. *sighs*

So now I'm just bowing out of any drama now of that subject. Because honestly its not fair to me or my stomach (I get in SUCH big knots about it and all that ugly stuff). And I'm just tired of it.

On another note, I'm rather hopeful for the possibility of being called back for an interview for that position I wrote the test for, but who knows. At least my getting lost to the building hopefully won't go unrewarded? And hopefully my gut instincts triumph again lol. I'll keep you in the loop everyone once I know. :DDD

And that exam that I didn't really have ANY time to study for? Well, I think I did quite alright on it. I was surprised. And thankful, considering I was seriously not in the mood for it on several accounts AND had to get up at 6am on a Saturday AND had a problem this morning (upset stomach due to nerves)...I'm very pleased by the turn of events rofl.

Now just have an essay to finish for Monday (I know, not too much time left there gurl rofl) and my final exam which is on the 22nd but it is a take-home that I'll receive Tuesday.

I still can't believe I'm nearly done with university completely. It's rather sad. Hell, I was getting teary-eyed just walking around campus. I plan to visit again, since it provides rather lovely inspiration for my stories--well anywhere does really. :3

Until next time, I have an essay to write in the meantime, but I'll be posting snippets of my novella ChosenOne perhaps in the next few days maybe once I have time. o: 

I love how MIA I've been on here (or anywhere in general). It honestly sucks. But it's my last year and semester of university. And to be honest, I don't get much time to do my work during the week (I've been actually doing homework IN CLASS to make up for time, don't copy me please, I'm just terrible... >_<; ). Ironically this is without working at a job either. And yet I'm still somehow behind....just really now? =_="

Although I think I've just reached a point where I haven't truly taken a break or a breather from this stuff. I'm like always working on them no matter what I'm doing. I don't enjoy doing other things because these assignments and essays are always on my mind. Hell, it makes it even harder for me to sleep, much less focus on them hence i get distracted easily somewhat. It's utterly annoying really. Almost like I sink into a state that makes me irritated by anything that just adds to my aggravated state of mind in the moment.

On another note, I will be singing high praise once I'm free and will likely cry. And eager, eager to resume my designs on my stories as well as get a job and just work the summer away (I'd love one that won't impact my writing too much). But most of all, I'd love to go somewhere and just de-stress myself completely.

I know I don't talk a lot about my own problems or personal life or anything...mostly because I feel like I'm just complaining or whatever, but honestly, I feel as if I do more than I'm given credit for, and there's huge amounts of pressure on whatever it'd be that I know I'll never amount to what people expect of me.

I'm only human.

And this human honestly wants a break from reality.

Then again doesn't everyone?

If you guessed the weekend or Friday or whatever else you call freedom, then you are indeed correct!

Just a quick update of some sort (and make it look like I'm actually doing SOMETHING with this thing lmao). Gosh, I'm so terrible and lazy with this lol. Regardless, still fending off essays, so no luck writing on my stories in the meantime unfortunately. >_<;

I also received an email back from a job position I really wanted the other day. I have to write a test for it and pass in order to get the in-person interview. Unfortunately its the same date and time as one of my final exams. So I'm trying to get around it. And today I found out who to go to for this mess. Unfortunately I have to wait until next week to find out the verdict. What he'll say on regards of my deferring my exam or not is entirely up to him. Hopefully all goes well, because this position would be nice to get and one of my dream jobs or rather what I've love for a dream job--surrounded by books galore!

Also to all the awesome people that are following me, thank you so much! <3

Other than that, I really have nothing much to say yet, sorry... x:

Here's a kitty for your troubles!