Kelly shook his head.
“Did you call me because you needed to vent, or because you want advice?”
“Advice, please.”
“Okay. Get your head out of your ass and call your boyfriend.”
Kelly snorted.”
My review and an extended sample of the audiobook are posted at Hotlistens.com.
This series is a spinoff of the Cut & Run series. It is also the last book of the spinoff (the main series has already ended :-(). This is a series that really should be read in order. Both the main series and the spinoff are a M/M Romantic Suspense series that follow the main couple of each across several books, 9 for the main series with Ty and Zane and 3 for the spin off with Nick and Kelly. Truthfully, you need to read both of these in chronological order to really get the most from both series. RedHotBooks did a reading order for both series, I recommend you check it out if you’re just starting the series.
This final book is different from the previous books in both series. Both series are a true Romantic Suspense series, in the suspense aspect. This book doesn’t not have the Sidewinder gang getting into nearly as much trouble as they have in previous books. That didn’t make it any less interesting. The characters in these series are so well developed, that I enjoyed traveling on this journey set to them by a fallen comrade, Elias Sanchez.
Sanchez died and at his funeral (not in this book but died several years ago), Nick’s mother gave him a package of stuff that Sanchez wanted Nick to have. Nick was very much in grief and put the package away to look at later. Now, Nick is dealing with his dad’s death (a man that Nick hated and for good reason). Nick is also dealing with his relationship with Kelly. Nick is also dealing with the fact that Kelly has been treating him more like a patient than a boyfriend (if you’re not familiar with this series, Kelly also goes by Doc because he was the medical guy on their team. He was also the only one from the Navy, versus the others who were all Marines). Nick decides to take a look into this box from Sanchez.
The letter to Nick from Sanchez is a pretty emotional one. He talks about “if you’re reading this, then I must be dead.” Sanchez wants Nick to get the entire team together and to go on a roadtrip. There are several letters with different tasks and they weren’t allowed to read the next letter until they had completed the previous task. Oh, and Sanchez declared no sex while on this trip. For several of the guys, that was not a huge problem, but for Nick, Kelly, Ty and Zane (yes Zane is on this pilgrimage, even though he was not part of Sidewinder), it was tough.
This was a fun listen, even it if was so different from the other books in the series. I loved seeing the softer side to all the guys. I think Zane really liked learning so much about his lover and friends through this process too. This book doesn’t have the disasters and action that the all the others do, but that didn’t make it any less fun.
If you’re a fan of Ty and Zane and the Sidewinder gang, this is a must read. I really enjoyed my time back with all of them. The story now does feel like it has been brought to a close, which the final Cut & Run book, Crash & Burn, didn’t have. There are some things that are brought up at the end. Huge spoilery type issues. Makes me wonder why these things were brought up at the end of the series. Things I didn’t expect to come. I don’t know if she is going to write anything more about these guys (I didn’t think so, but the ending has me wondering).
Narration
This is my first time listening to Brock Thompson. This series is now on it’s forth narrator (if you include the Cut & Run series). The first narrator Sawyer Allerde was a narrator that I didn’t like. It was one of the first books I’ve ever returned to Audible. He does the first two books. Sean Crisden then does the next three (which I listened to and really loved.). Then there is J. F. Harding who does the rest of the Cut & Run books (I read these books, because it appeared that they weren’t coming out on audio. They didn’t until the series was complete). Brock Thompson does all the Sidewinder books. I thought he did a great job. I read the first two Sidewinder books and listened to this one, since it was only one I hadn’t read yet when the audios came out. This isn’t a series that I will tout as a “must-listen”. I think the many changes in narrator make it one that some might enjoy more reading. I didn’t dislike the two narrators I listened to, (and I’ve heard good things about J. F. Harding narrating this series), but I know I’m less connected with the number of changes. I always disappointed when publishers change out narrators frequently.
I enjoyed Brock Thompson’s narration. I thought he did a good job with all the guys. I can’t remember if there were any women at all in this book. If there were, the parts were really minor, so I can’t comment on his voices for women. I liked the pace and tone he used. I thought he did a good job with the mannerisms for the guys.
See that word up there the second one the 4 letter one that starts with 'b'. Let's just talk about it for a moment here because I'm pretty sure it is now on my list of 'endearments that drive me batshit crazy'. It never use to bother me...truly it didn't but thanks to this book I think I might possibly hate it.
During the reading of this book I encountered this word 48 times (I counted twice just to be sure) of which 45 were between Nick and Kelly. Thankfully because to me that's a word that is reserved for someone you really care for your partner, a lover or at least someone you're being intimate with as was the case of one of the 3 times this was not used between Nick and Kelly. Then we have the word 'baby' which was used a total of 8 times. Of those 8 times, four were not as terms of endearment once was in reference to a baby as in small new human being definitely an acceptable usage and the other was 'baby steps' in reference to progress being made in a relationship again acceptable and the remaining two were used by Digger when talking with Nick on the phone and he called Nick 'baby'. Giving us 54 times that the word 'baby or babe' was used as an endearment after a while for me it just became irritating. And thus ends my rant about a word being over used. This is actually the first time that I remember being so incredibly irritated with how much one word was used in a book.
As for the rest of the story, I loved it. There was a road trip!!! which is pretty much a guaranteed win for me but this one...this was the road trip to end all road trips. Ty, Zane, Nick, Kelly, Owen, Digger and let's not forget Jiminy and Cricket...
add to this a packet of letters from Eli and you have the makings of an awesome road trip that was only missing one thing...ME!!! I so wanted to be there.
I loved watching as this group of men found their balance again by trusting in each other as their missing member Eli reaches out to them through a packet of letters entrusted to Nick and does them one last favor and takes them on a road trip that ultimately helps them find their way back to each other.
While this was definitely not your typical 'Cut & Run' or 'Sidewinder' story it really felt right at this point in time for this to happen and while I have to admit that this would work as a solid ending for both of these series in my heart I still want more.