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review 2015-07-10 09:57
Leider keine Verbesserung
Double Cross - Carolyn Crane

Die Trilogie The Disillusionists von Carolyn Crane habe ich vor fast genau einem Jahr begonnen. „Mind Games“ weckte mein Interesse, weil die Idee hinter diesem Urban Fantasy – Roman völlig anders war als alles, was ich bis dato in diesem Genre gelesen hatte und gänzlich ohne Vampire, Werwölfe und Magie auskommt. Die Geschichte stützt sich auf Psychologie: die Protagonistin Justine Jones wird dank ihrer pathologischen Hypochondrie in ein Team zur Verbrechensbekämpfung aufgenommen, in dem sie lernt, ihre Angst zu kanalisieren, in Kriminelle zu leiten und sie somit dauerhaft zu besseren Menschen zu machen. So großartig dieser Ansatz ist, vollauf überzeugt war ich von „Mind Games“ nicht. Carolyn Crane konzentrierte sich meiner Ansicht nach zu sehr auf Justine und vernachlässigte die Nebencharaktere. Vom zweiten Band „Double Cross“ erhoffte ich mir daher einen intensiveren Einblick in die Arbeit der Desillusionisten.

 

Seit Otto Sanchez, der Bürgermeister von Midcity, und Packard, Justines Boss, einen Deal aushandelten, der Packard aus seinem Gefängnis im Mongolian Delites befreite, haben die Desillusionisten alle Hände voll zu tun. Stück für Stück desillusionieren sie Ottos Gefangene – kriminelle Highcaps, die mit ihren übermenschlichen Fähigkeiten furchtbare Verbrechen begingen. Für Justine ist diese Mission sehr persönlich, denn sie möchte Otto entlasten und so das Risiko eines tödlichen Hirnaneurysmas verringern. Doch es sind nicht nur die Gefangenen, die Ottos Kräfte herausfordern. Eine Gruppe von Serienkillern versetzt Midcity in Angst und Schrecken. Ihre Ziele sind ausgerechnet die Highcaps der Stadt, wodurch auch Otto und Packard in permanenter Gefahr schweben. Hin und her gerissen zwischen diesen äußerst unterschiedlichen Männern muss Justine die Hinweise aus der Vergangenheit der beiden entschlüsseln, um die Mörder aufzuhalten.

 

Leider musste ich feststellen, dass „Double Cross“ keine Verbesserung im Vergleich zu „Mind Games“ darstellt. Das Niveau bleibt erhalten, was bedeutet, dass dieser zweite Band erneut voll und ganz um Justine herum konstruiert ist. Vielleicht sogar noch mehr als der Vorgänger.
Ich habe „Double Cross“ ganz gern gelesen, doch meine Erwartungen wurden nicht erfüllt. Besonders problematisch fand ich, dass Carolyn Crane weit von ihrer Ausgangsidee weg geht und die Desillusionisten kaum noch thematisiert. Stattdessen steht die Mordserie in Midcity im Fokus; eine etwas ungelenke, verschachtelte Haupthandlungslinie, die Crane krampfhaft mit Ottos und Packards Vergangenheit in Verbindung zu bringen versuchte. Ich empfand das als unnötig, denn die beiden Handlungsstränge hätten auch unabhängig voneinander funktioniert. Justines Entdeckung dieser Verbindung kam reichlich kompliziert zu Stande und war vermutlich überhaupt nur möglich, weil Crane darauf bestand, dass Justine diejenige sein musste, die das Rätsel der Serienmorde und ihrer Motivation löst. Sie hat sich wirklich angestrengt, Justine als strahlende Heldin zu inszenieren – für mich war sie das allerdings nicht. Ich war überrascht davon, wie rapide meine Sympathie für die Protagonistin immer weiter abnahm, da ich sie im ersten Band durchaus mochte. In „Double Cross“ wirkt sie weniger unabhängig und lässt sich leicht manipulieren, wodurch ich den Eindruck hatte, sie sei ein Fähnchen im Wind und nicht gerade gefestigt in ihren Meinungen und Ansichten. Ich verstehe zwar, dass sie eine Gewissenskrise bezüglich des Desillusionierens durchmacht, sich nicht mehr sicher ist, ob sie das Richtige tut und an Ottos Empfinden für Recht und Unrecht zweifelt, doch so launenhaft hätte ich sie nicht eingeschätzt. Speziell ihr Boss Packard bekommt das zu spüren. Ihm gegenüber ist sie häufig hysterisch und nimmt prinzipiell das Schlechteste von ihm an, obwohl es dafür eigentlich keinen Anlass gibt. Ja, er hat ihr verschwiegen, dass sie durch das Zingen an ihn gebunden ist. Das ändert jedoch nichts daran, dass er ihr Leben maßgeblich verbesserte, indem er ihr eine Möglichkeit schenkte, mit der Angst fertig zu werden, die ihre pathologische Hypochondrie verursacht. Außerdem verhält er sich ihr gegenüber immer korrekt und anständig. Ich finde ihn schwer in Ordnung und kann nicht verstehen, wieso er sich zu Justine hingezogen fühlt, schließlich weiß sie nicht zu schätzen, was er für sie getan hat und dass er sie so akzeptiert, wie sie eben ist. Stattdessen flüchtet sie in die Arme von Otto, den ich bereits in „Mind Games“ unangenehm fand. Ich traue ihm nicht und empfand es als beunruhigend, wie sehr er an Justine klebt und sie emotional unter Druck setzt. Mit ihm kann sie nicht sie selbst sein. Es erstaunte mich nicht, dass er gegen Ende des Buches sein wahres Gesicht zeigt. Die Wendung an sich empfand ich jedoch durchaus als überraschend und äußerst spannend – sie macht Lust auf mehr.

 

„Double Cross“ bot mir nicht die ultimative Steigerung, auf die ich gehofft hatte, aber es hat mich gut unterhalten. Besonders das Ende gefiel mir sehr, sodass ich auf jeden Fall das Finale der Trilogie lesen werde. Ich will einfach wissen, wie Justines Geschichte ausgeht. Ich wünsche mir, dass sie ihre Stärke zurück erlangt und wieder zu der Frau wird, die mir zu Beginn von The Disillusionists so imponierte.
Dieser zweite Band ist eine Lektüre für LiebhaberInnen erwachsener Urban Fantasy, die ungewöhnliche Wege beschreitet. Für QuereinsteigerInnen ist er nicht geeignet, doch als Fortsetzung ist er angenehm kurzweilig und bietet eine ganze Palette abwechslungsreicher Emotionen, sowohl für die Figuren als auch für die LeserInnen.

Source: wortmagieblog.wordpress.com/2015/07/10/carolyn-crane-double-cross
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review 2014-11-23 00:54
#CBR6 Books 126-128: The Disillusionsts trilogy by Carolyn Crane
Mind Games - Carolyn Crane

Once again, I'm going to make things easier for myself, by using a blurb:

Justine knows she's going to die. Any second now.

Justine Jones has a secret. A hardcore hypochondriac, she's convinced a blood vessel is about to burst in her brain. Then, out of the blue, a startlingly handsome man named Packard peers into Justine's soul and invites her to join his private crime-fighting team. It's a once-in-a-lifetime. With a little of Packard's hands-on training, Justine can weaponize her neurosis, turning it outward on Midcity's worst criminals, and finally get the freedom from the fear she's always craved. End of problem.

Or is it? In Midcity, a dashing chief of police is fighting a unique breed of outlaw with more than human powers. And while Justine's first missions, one against a nymphomaniac husband-killer, are thrilling successes, there is more to Packard than meets the eye. Soon, while battling her attraction to two very different men, Justine is plunging deeper into the world of wizardry, eroticism and cosmic secrets. With Packard's help, Justine has freed herself from madness - only to discover a reality more frightening than anyone's worst fears.

November's main pick for Vaginal Fantasy is a bit of a slow starter, and I found myself actually wishing for a bit more exposition in order to establish the world in which these books take place. The concept of the trilogy is so clever, though, and I was very quickly hooked, to the point where I couldn't stop after the first book (which is quite frequently the case with the VF books), but read the whole series in less than a week. 

The books are set in Midcity, an urban fantasy city that reminds me a lot of Chicago. There are some people with special powers, known as highcaps, who can do everything from move objects with their minds, manipulate matter, invade people's dreams or psychologically manipulate their victims. There are some who suggest that the highcaps are just an urban legend, but as more and more people are dying from bricks flying out of nowhere, it seems very likely that highcaps exist and are very dangerous. Midcity is in the midst of a crime wave, and handsome new police chief Otto Sanchez seems to be the only one willing to try to make a change.

Justine is not a highcap, she's a neurotic young woman whose mother died of a particular kind of aneurysm, called a vein star, and Justine is convinced this is what's going to kill her too. She gets panic attacks at the most inconvenient moments and has spent a small fortune going to doctors and the emergency room when she's convinced she's near death. It's putting serious strain on her relationship with her boyfriend, who just wants her to get over her irrational fears. So when she meets the mysterious Packard while at a Mongolian restaurant and he claims that unless she accepts his help, her fear is leading her on a rapid path into crippling insanity. He says he can teach her to channel her fears into other people, using it as a weapon to destabilise them. Justine scoffs at this idea, but can't quite put the idea out of her mind. She returns to the restaurant, and Packard introduces her to some of the other Disillusionists who work for him. He has a secret, private group of vigilantes, who use their powers to psychologically bring criminals towards rock bottom, forcing them to change their ways and minds. They can channel rage, ennui, addiction, gambling problems and the like and Packard thinks Justine could be an invaluable asset because of her health fears.

Once the Disillusionists "zing" their worst impulses into their victims, they themselves are free of them for up to a month and feel great as a result. However, according to Packard, they can't just go around channelling their fears or rage or cravings into anyone, or the psychic backlash could kill them. Packard is a highcap with unique psychological insight into everyone he meets and this allows him to see exactly how they can be broken down, or whether they can. He alone also seems immune to the "zings" of the various Disillusionists, allowing them to channel even when there isn't a suitable criminal that needs taking down. This allows him to show Justine just how good it can feel when she gets rid of her crazy health fears. She agrees to help him, as she is loving the normal life she is suddenly able to enjoy with her boyfriend, free of anxiety and stress, but she is only intending to do it short term, not comfortable with the moral implications of psychologically attacking people, even criminals.

Then she discovers that Packard is quite ruthless in achieving his goals. One of the other Disillusionists is surprised when Justine claims she's only part of their little team for a short while. It seems that once they start "zinging" others, their brain chemistry is gradually altered and if they suddenly stop, they're going to be overwhelmed by the very negative impulses they have gotten used to channelling and will end up in a vegetative state. Packard didn't tell Justine because he, very correctly, knew she'd never agree to join up if she knew. He isn't just destabilising criminals from the kindness of his heart, he makes a lot of money from people these criminals wronged, and his ultimate endgame is revenge against the individual who trapped him in the very restaurant Justine first met him. For more than eight years, Packard has been unable to leave the place. He's also unable to change the decor, or the menu and if things get destroyed, they're back the way they were before the very next day. Justine, who during her training has grown more and more attracted to Packard, is appalled and swears that she will figure out a way to be free of his manipulative control. She and the other Disillusionists can't really help themselves from trying to figure out exactly who trapped their boss, and how they can work together to free him.

In the second book, Double Cross, Justine and the other Disillusionists are working to rehabilitate a number of criminals that Packard's nemesis had kept locked away in various locations in the city, just like he had Packard. A trio of men nicknamed the Dorks (because former Chief of Police, now Mayor, Otto Sanchez, has forbidden the media from glorifying criminals with cool monikers, and all criminals written about in the media now have randomly selected humiliating names instead) are targeting highcaps, and mysteriously seem to be completely immune to all their powers, while able to identify them from normal humans. As both the men Justine feels drawn to are highcaps and thus in danger of being the next victim, she is feeling stressed and affected, even though she's able to channel her fears away. If Packard is killed by the Dorks, Justine and her dysfunctional friends will all eventually become drooling wrecks, so they work together to discover the true identies of the killers.

In the third book, Head Rush, Justine should be blissfully happy. She's finally free of Packard's control and doesn't have to channel her crippling fear into others to stay sane. She's attending nursing school (not just posing as a fake nurse like when she was a Disillusionist), she's engaged to the man of her dreams and the big hero of Midcity, planning the wedding of the year. Her best friends are going to be attending her at the wedding, so why is she plagued by constant headaches, vague nightmares, anxiety and an unsettling distrust for her beloved fiancee?

Midcity is under martial law, with a strict curfew being enforced because sleep-walking cannibals are roaming the streets at night. There are more dangerous criminals around than ever before, but Mayor Otto Sanchez is staunchly promising that things will change very soon. Thanks to the help of her reclusive, paranoid father and a few of her very loyal friends, Justine is able to unravel the mysteries surrounding her and figure out who her heart really belongs to.

Product warning from book three: This book contains high-speed rollerblade chases, a mysterious green dashboard ornament, a father of the bride in full hazmat gear and a delicious kebab. 

I read a lot of urban/paranormal fantasy, and finding something a bit different from your kickass heroine with a sword/crossbow/magical powers/shapeshifting/shiny daggers is very refreshing. Justine is a wreck, a self-absorbed, neurotic hypochondriac who constantly lies to herself about what she really wants from her life. She's not stupid, but certainly no genius. She's not exactly a coward, but she's certainly no action heroine. She's stubborn, quick to anger, quite often petty and very easily persuaded. Yet she's a loyal friend, she's not afraid to speak her mind and she quite naturally just wants a normal life and a reliable guy who loves her.

Neither of the two men that she falls for in this trilogy are exactly stable, reliable, trustworthy sort of people. They are childhood friends and long time enemies, sometimes working together, but more often to destroy one another. They are dangerous, ruthless, powerful and extremely manipulative. One of the things I liked about the series is how many times the status quo is completely turned on its head. You think you know what's going on, and then there is a surprise twist, and another, and a third, until you're really not sure who you should be rooting for. Who is the hero and who is the villain? Is it ok to completely destabilise and rewrite people's psyche to turn them from a life of crime? Is it ok to keep people under house arrest without any verdict or trial to protect the majority of the populace? Just how far can one person go to impose their unique idea of justice and order? While I'm really not a huge fan of love triangles, this one was very central to the plot of the series and the fact that the reader, as well as Justine, honestly doesn't entirely know who to trust, or who she should choose, makes for interesting reading.

I liked that all the various Disillusionists were severely screwed up individuals who would have been crazy or worse if they hadn't joined up with Packard and learned how to channel away the worst of their impulses into others. They all make for an interesting supporting cast of characters, although some are given a lot more prominence than others. I loved the idea that someone crippled by drug or alcohol addiction, or chronic gambling problems, or debilitating anxiety and hypochondria could transfer this to someone else, and use it as a weapon. It's such a very unusual idea and one of the reasons I really just dropped everything else to read these books. While by no means flawless, the books were different and extremely entertaining. I suspect I will be checking out what else Carolyn Crane has written, and I hope her other works are as fun as these books.

Source: kingmagu.blogspot.com/2014/11/cbr6-book-126-128-disillusionists.html
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review 2014-03-28 22:36
4.5 moons - "Mind Games" by Carolyn Crane
Mind Games (The Disillusionists Trilogy, #1) - Carolyn Crane

I've had this book in my bookcase for the past four years.  Yup…four years.  I am a bookworm, so I tend to buy books and forget about having them.  I signed up for the March Pick-it-for-Me-Challenge in one of my Goodreads groups and this was one of the books chosen for me.  Here was my chance to read a book that I've been meaning to read for four years.  

I'm glad though Mind Games was chosen for me since it brought me back to one of my favorite genres, Urban Fantasy.  It also was a book like no other that I've read before.  Here Carolyn Crane gives us characters that have mind powers, which can be considered a gift or a curse.  I have never read book like this and it definitely intrigued me from beginning to end.  

I'm introduced to the main character, Justine Jones who is a hardcore hypochondriac, and she's convinced that she will die if the blood vessel in her brain gets to worked up with her fears.  She's your typical hypochondriac, if you ever knew one and I have, but Justine doesn't know she's able to put her fears into other people.  I loved how she grew tremendously in Mind Games and how even when she doubted herself, she took it upon herself to strive through.  There are times though she doubted herself and ended up not doing something, but she had every reason not to.  Justine ends up coming upon Sterling Packard who wants Justine in his crime-fighting team known as the disillusionists.  They are to reform criminals using their abilities.  Packard is a mysterious guy in the book who has a secret or several actually.  I didn't know what to make of him and several times I wanted to slap him for Justine, especially when he tricked her many times in the book.  He's supposed to be the boss of the disillusionists and for some reason he never leaves the restaurant that Justine meets him at.  It's very strange, until the story starts opening up to what is truly up Packard's sleeves.  There are several other characters introduced and I'm fascinated with everyone of them, even Simon who came off as a jerk. 

Be prepared for some highly crazy criminals that will make you cringe or even make you hide underneath your covers.  Let's just say Carolyn Crane creates criminals that definitely need the disillusionists to reform them.  (Geez…the Alchemist freaked me out!)  

I wish I would have read this book sooner because I know I would've devoured the books back to back.  Urban Fantasy will always be my go to favorite genre and Carolyn Crane gave me back my love of this genre even more.  I give this book 4.5 moons and look forward to reading the next series very soon.  

Source: booklovinmamas.com/2014/03/28/review-mind-games-by-carolyn-crane
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review 2014-01-09 00:00
Mind Games (The Disillusionists Trilogy, #1)
Mind Games - Carolyn Crane Here's what I liked:

*It was a quick & easy read.
*It's unique.
*There was enough mystery to keep me intrigued.

Here's what I didn't like:

*The idea of "disillusioning." I don't think this would actually work. I know, I know...it's fake! But I'm just not believing this whole idea.
*I don't like the main character having a psychological problem. I don't want to read about someone who thinks they are going to die at any second b/c they are a hypochondriac and then continue to read paragraphs of them thinking about it. Meh.
*Justine being so easily infatuated w/ Packard then Otto.
*Justine's relationships w/ Packard & Otto. I don't get why Packard & Justine like each other. I don't get why Otto & Justine like each other. There wasn't enough relationship development for me. This means I'm not rooting for Justine to be w/ someone, which means I'm not as into the book or what happens to the characters. Maybe it's because I just read Outlander & that is a tough act to follow, but to me I was surprised when she kissed Packard & Otto. I didn't understand where it came from...there was no build up to it...if that makes sense. One moment she is obsessed w/ Otto as the police chief, goes on 1 date, fucks him, and they are head over heels for each other.
*I didn't care for any of the minor characters. In a lot of series I like there are minor characters that I get excited to read about. There are no characters like that in this book. Add that to the fact that I don't really like Justine or the love interests....well, yea.

I feel like I've been harsh, but I can't help the way I feel. Still, I will read the next book :)
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review 2014-01-07 21:00
Getting Disillusioned with book two
Double Cross - Carolyn Crane

As promising as I found the first book in this series, this one kind of bored me. I found myself putting it down a lot through the first half of the book, finding their current targets and state of the various relationships kind of meh. 

Happily it did pick up in the back half and became a lot of fun again. Although I have to say, the cliffhanger was pretty much the most obvious choice for book two of this series. I can't decide however, if that's a good thing or not. I know that finishing the book exhausted me and not in a "yay, let me grab the next one way." So while I do want to know how things turn out and get answers to some of the questions established at the very end of book two, I think I'll catch up on some other books in my TBR pile before returning to this trilogy.

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